I guess I sort of went on a recovery streak after my break up. I guess not really because I wanted to get better. Mainly because food was comfort. For the first time in a long time, food was comfort.
Trust me, I'm as surprised as you are.
But ever since then, I've been eating like a normal (sometimes chubby) person. I'm pretty sure I've put on a good ten pounds since all this has changed. I'm sure it could have been avoided, I've been eating pretty recklessly. But honestly, I think I needed a kick like this. Not to make me fast again. I don't think I COULD fast again. But to make me realize that my eating habits would do nothing for a long term, healthy weight loss. Only that can be achieved WITH food, not without it.
I'm just sad it took losing a boy to realize this.
At least you were able to realize this! And guess what? You're saner and healthier because of it. No more hangups, sweetie. You're amazing.
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As Bree said, you should just be happy that you can learn from your past.
ReplyDeleteHowever you choose to live your life I'm sure it will be fantastic.
Luck & Love
I'm happy for you. I'm sorry. But I'm just... happy-sad. For your realization and loss.
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